A very busy day
as per now.. my head was so dizzy.. Pening sangat. Tak tahan la. Banyak sangat kerja nak buat, tak cukup masa dan tangan.
And yet I'm so damn hungry. Nak makan... dah lewat. Baik balik je kalau cam ni.
Task tu do...
training....
notebooke
hardware
semua nak tunggu aku.. kalau aku tak suruh , tak buat.

anyway.. it is my fault jugak. Accept to many request at the same time. Actually ,. aku dah plan baik punya, cuma...nya . something happen on the way to heaven.

Dia nak jugak aku buat. Orang lain boleh rilex dan tak ambik port. Bengang tul kepala aku.

Aku takkan mengalah. No retret no surrender. At least kalau boleh buat benda ni , membuktikan bahawa aku boleh buat apa saja.

Hope Allah tolong aku kali ni.

Amin..

Burning smell from my rear drum brake
habis le..

aku tekan brek .. hampir tak makan. la, baru perasan yang handbrake tak turunkan. hangit beb... hangit...

tengoklah.. boleh jalan lagi tak. mungkin boleh kot. sekejap je tadi tu...

hari ni , kena buat lagi training setup tu.
Midi msg aku from Petronas. nasib baik dia tak dapat dtg training tu, kalau tidak, aku le yang akan ajar best student kat SDAR dulu...

pergh...

argh...

Enter the new world
Since yesterday. I believe something is not right. Yup.

As per today. My instinct was right. Again!.
Why ? Did I make mistake in my previous life ? What should I do now ?.

Working abroad is not and option anymore. It is time to change the style and working mood.

Believe in yourself. Sedar diri sket .

You won't go any further. You're brain is not worthy. You are useless to others.

Training ? Everybody will point it to me to do it. But, am I the right person ? Nop.

so why Am i do it ? Because, nobody one to do it ..

so, can u do it? yes, but u will need to modify all the thing and material....

As a big and fat black sheep (or what ever) , my life is already finished. But, I need to stand up, just to ensure there are enough food , shelter and money for my family.

Maybe by nature, I am not the kind of people who left thing undone. Regardless what people said and think. I couldn't stop others word. It is up to them how they want to jugde me.

or...am I to fussy and damn sensitive about everything..?

EL hari ni
argh... Pening giler kepala aku. Sampai tak leh nak bukak mata. Nak ambik MC .
Kena saman .. giler betul POlis tu nampak aku pakai hand phone. NAsib baik dai tukar ke Tali pinggang


inah dapat MC. PAtu pergi IKEA...
best
pastu tengok aku kaya the movie

Shima Kahwin
Ahad semalam aku pergi tengok Majlis perkahwinan Shima or Shim kat Kuala Kubu Bharu.... Pergh.. Serba hijau tu.. Grand le. Nampak sedondon dengan suami dia. Bebudak lain pun ada,

Siti (paling awal sampai) pastu aku

Apam, Suhairi, Ita, Solah, Ariff.. erm itu je lah yang aku nampak. Yang lain tak de. Aku rasa cuti sekolah. Ataupun memang camtu ( pentingkan diri sendiri je la).. kawan sekerja kenduri pun tak nak datang. tetapi , semua orang ada alasan masing masing. Penat ke, jauh ke, sibuk ke, Biasalah
. Asalkan ingat je sudah cukup.

Kuala Kubu Bahru memang best. Lelagi masjid dia. Lepas hujan tu rasa lenga dan nyaman . YElah last 3 week aku lalu gak tempat tu. Pi Fraser Hill.

Next time nak tidur lah kat situ.
Balik aku pergi rumah Kamal Perak di Bukit Sentosa. Dah kayo dah kawan aku tu. Siap ada dua rumah, Dua kereta dan moto jaguh. Keta HONDA plak. Pergh. Tahniah le atas kejayaan engko. Aku doakan agar ko bahagia.
Amin

new DNS
la.. mamat tu tak releasel lak DNS entry tu tak pe.. yang ni baru punya http://pokemontel.rutan.org lagi satu http://pokemontel.halted.net

My firewall survive DDOS attack
Yesterday,
I'm so busy testing out my firewall. ( thr fourth one)
Yeap
pf on Openbsd 3.3.
It survived an attack (DDOS and DOS) and still up and running fine..

kui kui kui

like I said, the test is like a race between Boieng 747-400 with a bicycle...
hah.. but the bicycle.. survived...

"even cop dial 911"

new dns entry untuk website aku
http://pokemontel.openbsd.cc/ new DNS untuk website aku.. openbsd tu ....

Router ...or router
Lepas masak malam tadi, layan sate kejap.
makan lagi. Bebudak suka sate tu. Si Sobrie le.
Diqie...?? pandang pun tak nak. Tak taulah budak tu suka makan apa. Pizza kot? Nantilah, this week kalau rajin aku buat.

lambat bangun lagi..
sampai office 8.50. dah tiga hari straight macam ni
tapi aku balik lambat sket la.

Sampai office, buat presentation slide untuk next month. Yang training tu belum siap lagi, ini lagi. Nampaknya sampai tualah cam ni.
okay gak. At least boleh tambah pengalaman aku. Bertambah le line line dalam resume aku,


Router exploit. Aku test sploit tu kat satu router ni. jadi tu!!! tapi tanpa di sedari, dia kacau network office. Lupalak, router tu mesti bagi ARP request. Banyak gak windows box yang kacau ARP table dalam network.

nasib baik member aku tu perasan. Terus dc router tu. Aku pun takut gak. Mana tau terlepas attack tu ke other router. Tak pasal-pasal kena maki hamun.

hari yang ceria
Malam tadi kitaorang tidur lambat. Makan kat luar.
Cam biasa, bangun pun lambat.

Hari ni , aku buat UTP cable, si Apam bantu gak.

Aku upload Farid punya Wajah Wajahe ceria. NAsib baik ader CD.

Aku burn Free bsd distro. 152MB.

Dapat jugak akhirnya aku guna gaim ( instant msg on linux). Tak yah bukak notebook main windows lagi.