Demam lagi....
Aku demam lagi.. batuk ... teruk ni..
Tapi nampak dah beransur pulih.

Need to do

1. Lab for network training
2. Lab for Unix Training
3. Material update for Unix Training.

Monday morning
Pepagi dah demam... pergh.... penat la cam ni.
Dapat RM30. Rezeki pepagi ni.
Buat training material untuk Network . Okay dah. Dah email.. pastu tunggu result. Final check for the lab. Okay lah tu.

Makan kat Awan Besar . Jauh tu. Belikan Sobrie dan Sidqie buku yang diaorang nak hari tu.
orait le.

Ni .. nak continue for next training. Hope everything is okay..

lazy sunday morning
argh.....
baru bangun.
Need some drastic attention on my life. Kalau nak, mesti tak membangun.

erm..
aku ingat nak bukak kelas komputer la.
personalise komputer trainer. Direct to your house...
amacam..?? great idea. Ni cam tusyen la....
sebulan charge 100 untuk 4 kelas. hah...
computer ada 3 dah kat rumah ni...okay gak idea tu,
tapi nak buat kat sini..sempit sgt le.
tengok lah nanti camner

Saturday blues.....
Bawak Sobrie pergi klinik Dr. Shamsuddin.
Inah pergi Bank.
Call Kak wok. Azni kata semua orang ada kat Rumah Inah,
Nak sambut birthday anak Zaidi.
Erm.. Malas la nak kacau family reunion orang lain.
ingat nak hantar PC.
Memula tu ingat nak balik kampung. Last-last ,
sampai kat Puncak Alam, Kitaorang masuk new highway From Puncak Alam to Bukit Jeluting.
Call Zaidi. He said that last Wednesday, Dia, Abg Razak, Nuar and Lan play golf
kat Kinrara. Erm.. this is the fourth time I heard this kind of event.

Not even invited me, yeah...
eventhough I already gave up golfing ( not even a serious one), I deserve an invitation ma.
I'm his brother. The real flesh and blood.
Last week , I 'm inviting him with his family to have a dinner here.
erm,,,
Some of my family.. never came to any of my house in this 7 year of married.
Wak ( Sekali .. masa tu aku tak de), Kak MAk ( 2 Kali), Kak wok ( 4 Kali), Kak Leha (sekali),
Kak Ijah (2 kali), Abg Razak ( Never), Ijum (never), Ros ( Never), Ari ( more than 10), nuar 2 kali
Zaidi sekali.

See... still something wrong with me. People don't want me. Except my wife.


And then headed to Section 27, Call Amy, He's to busy layan family dia kat rumah. .
Tak invite us pun. Inah cakap last time, masa bujang, dia lepak rumahkita sampai tak ingat.
Aku bukan berkira, tapi for me, Dia tak jaga hati kawan. It's okay.
People will change through time.

Sampai Puchong PLUS exit, masuk dan keluar kat Putrajaya Exit. Kena RM 2.80.
Go to Putrajaya. Sesat 2 kali. Call Farid. What a beautiful place.
Makan di Selera Putra

Erm Lupa lak, VISA HSBC dah expired.
Balik Ke Taman Bukit Jalil. Tengok ikan. Next time kena bawak roti
Makan sate Kat RnR Awan Besar.


balik.. Buat KEK coklat..erm.. sedap..

Erm.... Thank God It Friday...
From now on, I will upload all inside my palm to this blog.
Laagi senang. just cut and paste je.
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Friday .

On the way to work, Smart tag problem lagi. Pening kepala. So After hantar Inah.. Aku patah balik. dah Le kepala memang pening giler. Smart tag buat hal lagi.

Ingat nak ambik MC.
Call Apam suh Install Solaris 8 on Intel yang Vulnerable version.

Balik ke Damansara . Jumpa officer PLUS. Dia suruh gunakan Touch n go.
Aku buat le. OK

Pergi Klinik Dr. Shamsudin. Jumpa Dr. Fauziah. Tak taulah dapat MC ke tidok.
Kalau tak dapat. Kena ambik EL. Le hari ni. Aku mintak MC. Tak larat.
Akhirnya ...... Dapat gak MC.
Nak buat apa ntah.
Jumpa Jalut.

Sobrie demam. Nasib baik ada ubat demam lagi. Malas nak pergi Klinik tu lagi
Masakkan diaroang burger, nugget and maggi. Kepala aku masih pening lagi.

After ambik Inah petang tu, kitaorang balik rumah dan masak. Nothing else to do.

A very busy day
as per now.. my head was so dizzy.. Pening sangat. Tak tahan la. Banyak sangat kerja nak buat, tak cukup masa dan tangan.
And yet I'm so damn hungry. Nak makan... dah lewat. Baik balik je kalau cam ni.
Task tu do...
training....
notebooke
hardware
semua nak tunggu aku.. kalau aku tak suruh , tak buat.

anyway.. it is my fault jugak. Accept to many request at the same time. Actually ,. aku dah plan baik punya, cuma...nya . something happen on the way to heaven.

Dia nak jugak aku buat. Orang lain boleh rilex dan tak ambik port. Bengang tul kepala aku.

Aku takkan mengalah. No retret no surrender. At least kalau boleh buat benda ni , membuktikan bahawa aku boleh buat apa saja.

Hope Allah tolong aku kali ni.

Amin..

Burning smell from my rear drum brake
habis le..

aku tekan brek .. hampir tak makan. la, baru perasan yang handbrake tak turunkan. hangit beb... hangit...

tengoklah.. boleh jalan lagi tak. mungkin boleh kot. sekejap je tadi tu...

hari ni , kena buat lagi training setup tu.
Midi msg aku from Petronas. nasib baik dia tak dapat dtg training tu, kalau tidak, aku le yang akan ajar best student kat SDAR dulu...

pergh...

argh...

Enter the new world
Since yesterday. I believe something is not right. Yup.

As per today. My instinct was right. Again!.
Why ? Did I make mistake in my previous life ? What should I do now ?.

Working abroad is not and option anymore. It is time to change the style and working mood.

Believe in yourself. Sedar diri sket .

You won't go any further. You're brain is not worthy. You are useless to others.

Training ? Everybody will point it to me to do it. But, am I the right person ? Nop.

so why Am i do it ? Because, nobody one to do it ..

so, can u do it? yes, but u will need to modify all the thing and material....

As a big and fat black sheep (or what ever) , my life is already finished. But, I need to stand up, just to ensure there are enough food , shelter and money for my family.

Maybe by nature, I am not the kind of people who left thing undone. Regardless what people said and think. I couldn't stop others word. It is up to them how they want to jugde me.

or...am I to fussy and damn sensitive about everything..?

EL hari ni
argh... Pening giler kepala aku. Sampai tak leh nak bukak mata. Nak ambik MC .
Kena saman .. giler betul POlis tu nampak aku pakai hand phone. NAsib baik dai tukar ke Tali pinggang


inah dapat MC. PAtu pergi IKEA...
best
pastu tengok aku kaya the movie

Shima Kahwin
Ahad semalam aku pergi tengok Majlis perkahwinan Shima or Shim kat Kuala Kubu Bharu.... Pergh.. Serba hijau tu.. Grand le. Nampak sedondon dengan suami dia. Bebudak lain pun ada,

Siti (paling awal sampai) pastu aku

Apam, Suhairi, Ita, Solah, Ariff.. erm itu je lah yang aku nampak. Yang lain tak de. Aku rasa cuti sekolah. Ataupun memang camtu ( pentingkan diri sendiri je la).. kawan sekerja kenduri pun tak nak datang. tetapi , semua orang ada alasan masing masing. Penat ke, jauh ke, sibuk ke, Biasalah
. Asalkan ingat je sudah cukup.

Kuala Kubu Bahru memang best. Lelagi masjid dia. Lepas hujan tu rasa lenga dan nyaman . YElah last 3 week aku lalu gak tempat tu. Pi Fraser Hill.

Next time nak tidur lah kat situ.
Balik aku pergi rumah Kamal Perak di Bukit Sentosa. Dah kayo dah kawan aku tu. Siap ada dua rumah, Dua kereta dan moto jaguh. Keta HONDA plak. Pergh. Tahniah le atas kejayaan engko. Aku doakan agar ko bahagia.
Amin